- Basketball - After 7 weeks of practices, we had our first two games yesterday and Friday. Lost both, but we did pretty good for our first games! We got into the 20 points. Not much. But I have to say, running 5-10 suicides a practice does kinda help- I heard that I got a complement. The other team said that "#5 was really fast!" :) So I felt good. I scored a couple shots both games, not a whole lot. For jerseys, I got #4 at first cause Melissa took #5, but we switched. I had to give up 5 last year for Hayley, so now its my turn!
- Holiday Hullabaloo, winter break, WOOHOOOO.
- Did I mention I FINALLY watched New Moon? It was love.
- Got my grad pictures taken and got them in the mail two days ago. Which ones to order?
- I found a $150 check and cashed it on the day of expirement. (if thats a word) :) Heheheh...
- Fam came back from the Phils, and Tots got me stuff from Hong Kong. They have cool monies! And I wish I got to go there...
- Christmas! - we're not putting up a Christmas tree this year, nor giving out presents I dont think. All these things that are happening have drained our money. Tito Bert is coming on the 24th. I really want to eat some hot pot! Mmmmmmm... If we're not having presents or a Christmas tree this year, we should at least have hot pot. It's become a tradition. Oh, and on Christmas day is Nanay's 40 days. I never knew that until dad told me yesterday. I just find that really coincidential and weird.
- Asian Dramas!!! ♥ - It started with You're Beautiful when I was just like "oh well, lets just check this out." Then I got hooked! Then after that, I watched 1st Shop of Coffee Prince. I've always seen this drama around, but I never wanted to watch it. So I decided to give it a try since it was one of the Top 10 dramas of all time on MySoju. I've watched the other ones, so this one must be good too. And I loved it! Some parts gave me butterflies I never thought I could get again! The girl that acts like a tomboy really seems like a guy! Like, really a guy, the habits, even looking like one! And then in the end, she somehow morphed into a girl after 2 years in Italy. hahah. It was great. And two dramas in a row with girl protagonists that 'disguise' as guys! hahah. Love it. now watching Baby and I, and it has Tae Kyung from YAB in it! He looks so much better in this movie, though.
So the year is so near to ending, and many things have happened. I'm already thinking 2009 is old, and 2010 is now! You know what I mean?
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
- Mood:
content - Music:YAB OST
This will be about my day!
So today I had no school. Yay! But I didnt sleep in too late, just 8:30ish because my mom told me we were going out. I was like "Kay!" and got outta bed right away. And thats how my day started! Used LUSH's Porridge today. I didnt wanna use my loofa (I like to call it my poof) with it cause of the oats and stuff. And I know now why people said that it was abrasive, but it was good and exfoliating! I didnt know oats could be that hard though...
After I got ready and everything, I made myself breakfast! Yep. Two sunny eggs on garlic toast and some really healthy fibre fruit juice. Impressive,
huh? Then went to SuperStore with mother. We were there for ten minutes until my sister called saying that she needed her Romeo & Juliet poster asap. So we had to quickly leave our stuff and yada yada, then went back.
I finally got new liquid liner, the Revlon Colourstay in Blackest Black. Or Color*Stay, sorry. Finally got earrings for my 2nd piercings instead of my unmatching Chanel and purple studs, I got St. Ive's Elements Warming Scrub that was 50% off, and of course groceries. I just love going grocery shopping. I dont know, there's just something about it that makes me happy. Is that weird of me? Some people think of it as a chore. But its exactly like shopping! But for living.
Then we went to Wallyworld! AKA Walmart. I steered clear of the makeup. I'm kinda proud of myself... Except I had to dive into the cosmetics aisle for a nail buffer. We lost the one we had, and my ridges are goin crazy! I also got a purple and silver soap dish. Oh, and I got Glade Holidat Collection candles! I was looking at some that were $4, but my mom said that it was too expensive. I also wanted the Pumpkin Harvest one, but that was almost $6. Then my mom found a 4-Pack of the Holiday scents that were 2 of Apple Cinnamon and 2 of Creamy Custard & Blushing Apple. I have the Apple Cinnamon one lit in front of me, and the smell of it really reminds me of the holidays! Oh, the pack was $9, too, so you can do the math there. Ah, one of the best things I got was the giant can of Carnation Hot Chocolate! Mmmmmm. But the one we got didnt have marshmallows... they didnt have it in a big can. Oh well.
While we were at Walmart, mom wanted to eat McDonalds. I really didnt wanna eat that stuff before practice, but I was like "Okay, i'll just get a salad or something." Guess what? They didnt have salads. So I just ate two Snack Wraps. Then came home for half an hour before I had to go to basketball practice.
Practice wasnt actually that bad. Got there at about 1pm. We worked on skills, shooting, had a mini tournament which sucked; I was teamed up with Doro. Did passing drills and stuff, then of course, we cant ever have a practice without at least one suicide/manmaker! Its actually getting easier now, even if we did it for 41 seconds.
Then had to go to Nichole's and Luke's house. Beng was getting her stinky diapers changed. Eeeeew. Hahah. Waited there til mom finished her dentist appointment and picked up Nene and then went home. Here I am, about two hours later! Smells like apple cinnamon. I'm full of my favourite Mango Citrus Five Alive and heat up Michelina's Shepherd's Pie. Watching Heroes in half an hour!
Overall, today was a good day. I just thought I'd blog about it.
- Mood: cozy
I dont really need to put details there.
So! Enough of that heavy stuff... there's been too much heaviness these past months. I really do cherish those light laughing moments.
Anyway, last Wednesday... No, the Wednesday before that, I took out Wicked Lovely from my school library. I finished it two nights ago and now I wanna read Fragile Eternity! But I dont have money for a copy, and my library doenst have it... So I guess I'll just save up money. Man, now I kind of regret buying stuff at LUSH yesterday.. I finally got a good $10 chunk of Porridge, and I got a mask that smells like gross garlic, but its supposed to take away spots. Yeah, I've been breaking out a lot lately. Its horrible :(
So back to my love of books! I liked Wicked Lovely. But to be honest, it could've been written better, but still. It was good. I like Keenan, but I dont really get this Donia-Keenan-Aislinn-Seth relationship. Especially when I accidentally SPOILED myself on wiki again! Aislinn supposedly wants to 'do it' with Keenan? Or something? I dont know. What about Seth? I really dont get it! So thats why I really want Fragile Eternity now...
Maybe I'll just get a job first and then buy some books... I'll just take out Rebel Angels by Libba Bray cause my library actually has that, and I've been planning to read that anyway. So yeah, about that job... I got an application from WalMart, and I still need to fill that out.. I really hope I get hired there, even though my availability is only weekends. But I'd change my availability to more hours when I can, like after basketball season. I really need money! Our family really needs money!
So thats my plan. Get hired at Walmart, and after school is done, I'll work full-time. Get loads of money in. But I still need to figure out what I'm doing for uni/college. I've been thinking business, cause I think my mom will approve of that, and its away from hospitals and labour work. But I wanna work a lot and get lots and lots of money. I wouldnt mind working at Walmart. I wouldnt have to close since they're open 24hours, I wouldnt have to work late, I wouldnt have to work ALONE, we'd hardly be short-staffed, and I can get discounts on things I actually need. I hope I get hired despite my low availability hours! And it's kind of like a gateway into retail! Buahaha. Good experience. And the uniform is only a vest thingy! I really wouldnt mind. God, please let me get hired there inspite of my lack of hours at the moment! Seriously. Please.
But now I think I have to do homework... Its supposed to be a long weekend (even though I had to nmiss school on Friday) but I have basketball tomorrow at 1pm! It seems like it kills my long weekend, but then again, its only two hours. And I've been eating too much lately. So it's probably good for me.
- Mood:
bored - Music:Something Corperate
Well... I believe now's a good time to blog. About stuff. Because I've been MIA for the past couple of weeks. Happy Veteran's Day, by the way. It's kind of weird to say Happy Rememberance Day; its not really supposed to be happy... more appreciative and thankful for those who died in the war for us. And dont forget Jesus, of course! But every Sunday is His day, so yeah. Now that I mention it, I've never been to church in a long time. I know I never listen to what the people are saying, because I can never concentrate and comprehend what they're saying. I always wander off in my mind thinking about random things. But maybe that's kind of what I need right now; to think. To think about me, and where I'm at right now. Because my life isnt so lively when I'm in front of a computer screen most of the time. I think I need to stay off of the computer for a while, just so that I find something to do. Whenever I have nothing to do, I go to the computer and still have nothing to do, but I realized that I kind of make myself find something to do. And what I choose to do makes me spend money: LUSH, make up, nail polish, and other stuff I can live without. So I think keeping from those things will make me stop spending money I dont really have. The computer is almost like a drug: I'm good when I'm on it, but when I'm not, I feel like there's nothing else to do. Ha-hah. Well, its gonna be too bad to me. I'm going to have to find something else to do without the computer. Like reading. I dont do that much, anymore. And more importantly, homework. But still, I cant seem to find the concentration and thinking ability to stay on track and do homework-except for my spares in the library where I can get lots of precal homework done.
Speaking of precal and school overall, it's been so busy. One of the many reasons I havent had time to blog. Like right now, I should be doing homework. But I cant seem to do it! Plus, basketball. Four days a week, Mon-Thurs at 3:30 and Tues-Wed 5:30. But last practice, Blakey said that that practice was going to be only on basketball, and all other worries will leave right when we enter those gym doors. They did, and I pushed myself, which I'm proud of. The feeling of accomplishment is probably one of the best feelings in the world, other than the swelling feeling of love and family. I just love that feeling, when you realize a group of people are able to care for each other and be so comfortable and loving. I felt this a lot in Abra, Phils. They all worked together, made food together, did the laundry, washed dishes, fed the animals. It was good and down to earth. All this technology has gotten us lazy. And selfish. And we all forget whats good in life, the friends and family, the love and care. I dont remember when this was, but-oh this was yesterday during the Rememberance Day Service at my school. Someone was talking about how we're here with loving and caring families. I've said this before, that my family doenst feel as close as I'd like it to be. I thought about how my parents used to say "I love you," on the phone before they hung up, and I remembered the feeling that I'd get: that swelling love feeling. We dont all eat at the table at the same time anymore-we dont eat at the table at all. I think that's a reason I eat more than I need to. Because the food is there whenever I want, so that gives me the option to eat whenever I want, and not only at meals. We never have any cheesy bonding family time, which I'd like to have... and it'e really hard to have epecially when my sister hates the other; she wouldnt be enthusiastic about it.
So for Christmas, I'd like some swelling love. I dont need iPhones or acrylic nails or a new phone. I dont need any of those materialistic things-they dont make me happy the way feelings make me feel. And its not as healthy! I wonder what my parents are getting me for Christmas this year, though. I didnt tell them what I wanted last year cause I didnt really find anything I wanted. This year too-I dont know. But I did mention to my mom that I wanted a mug like the one she's going to gift away, then she's like "Okay, I'll get you a mug for Christmas." Yeah right!
So, a cuppa of swelling love with my grounded roots, please. Warm and fuzzy.
- Location:Desk
- Mood:
pensive - Music:Gift of a Friend - Demi Lovato (lol)
- Mood: content
Seventeen... woaaaw. Bella's and Edward's age when they first met.. haha, I know I'm such a geek. Anyway, went out yesterday with Patrick (Racquel). Met at Ellice, walked to Polo. Spent about two hours there, I only bought LUSH stuff (xD) until we had to go bus to her house to get more money. Heheh, Nobody by Wondergirls at the bus stop :) Anyway, I got only Christmas stuff from Lush! Santa's Rice Porridge, SnowCake, Cinders Bath Bomb and Mr. Butterball. Racquel got Mr Butterball, too, and Dreamtime Bath Melt, ayund The Comforter. Oh, that reminds me, Ethan waved at me from across Polo with his neon orange toque! Hahah, he always makes me laugh.
Anyway, after waiting for almost an hour and a half at her house (I havent been there in almost two years!) her dad came home and we got a ride to Silver City where we got our tickets early. Oh yeah, her sister came with us cause she was supposed to watch a movie with her friend or something. Then we went back to Polo cause Racquel wanted to go La Senza to look at lotion and stuff. (We walked by Tony, Racquel's friend and slightly crush. Me and Mary saw him, but Racquel didnt! Then he called... But Racquel didnt answer! So she texted him.). I only bought eye and lip stuff, 5 for $10. :) I got a Mint Lipgloss with cinnamon oil, A Slive of Heaven gloss, a brown Chubby Eye Stick thingy that I dont know how to work, a Liquid Metal liner, and a gold eyeshadow. (For school colours day on Monday!) Then went to Sephora cause Mary wanted to go and I ended up buying La Vanila's Vanilla Grapefruit Rollerball purfume. But now I'm changing my mind and I wanna return it to get what Racquel got: DKNY Be Delicious Duo Rollerball. Which I now think is more awesome than mine! Then we went to go eat at the Food Court, ate Arby's. Then after that, rushed to the movie because we realized that we might not get any good seats!
But luckily, we kind of did. We left our sweater/jackets there to save our spots cause we both needed to go to the washroom. When we were walking out of the theatre, guess who I see infront of me!? Gleb and Jeff. NO FRIGGEN WAY. So I panic and hide behind Racquel and run into the washroom. We were in Theatre 4, so it was the long way to the little girl's room! I told Racuqle about how the guy that likes me is best friends with them and that meant that there was a possibility that he was there. Luckily, he wasnt... PHEW.
Anyway, we watched Vampire's Assistant at the 7:45 time. It was good :) I didnt enjoy it as much as I thought I would, but maybe its cause I thought too much of it. I thought I was gonna leave with an epic-feeling of adventurousness (not a word hahah) like I do with some movies. Nope! It was still good anyway. When we finaly got out of the theatre, I think I passed by Gleb, and then later on, Racquel said that he was looking at me. Then when we met up with Mary, she was with Angelo? 8-| She's really weird.
Anyway, Racquel got a text back from Tony :) She was so cheesed and excited, which made me feel cheesed and hopeless! There she has this cute guy who was there for her telling her stuff about her break up even though she was offline, a guy who is profound and has a good vocabulary unlike others, who is there asking if she wrote his letter yet! She's so unbelievably lucky, even if nothing were to happen between him. I want a guy like that too! I'm supposed to be Libra, under the planet Venus, the Goddess of Love and Beauty Or something! But no, when ever I like someone, they either dont like me back or if they do, then I stop liking! Its never even, never at an equalibrium. But I guess I know I have to wait... It's supposed to come to me unexpectidly, right? I'm just to excited. Last night when the movie was done and we were waiting outside I wanted so bad to lurv someone! And have them be there for me, to have them send me messages of meaning and pursuasiveness about how you're worth something even though I'm offline, to have them NOT be weird, to hug them when I need them, and somebody I actually LIKE! And will not stop liking!
When we're older, Racquel's gonna be the one who's getting calls and I'm the one who's trying to call others but the wont pick up.. :( I'm so hopeless! Heheh.
Yeah. I know. :)
In's:
- Silliness - Especially yesterday, where I came into that circle while there was a spanish song with a rose in my mouth... And that Wonder Girls song. ;) Being silly is so much fun.
- French tipped nails. I think I gotta redo mine.
- Good beats - Obsessed by Mariah Carey, Nobody by Wonder Girls, One Less Lonely Girl by Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Cobra Starship. :)
- Talking with Racquel again, and actually making plans. WOAH!
- Cute things. Necklaces, nails, clothes, shoes, pictures, everything!
- Asian-dramas - well, I havent been watching any lately... I dont have time to watch any, and I dont know what to watch! But I've definitely been in the mood to watch one. <3
- Grad - anything and everything grad. S-Trip, Grad Party, Safe-Grad, Grad pictures... Get ready!
- Computer games. Facebook games. HP games. Games games games!
- Acoustic songs - dont worry, they'll be back soon. :) Paramore never leaves me.
- Money making. :(
- Buying lunch. Bringing my own this time! Healthier and cheaper.
- Dry skin - well, not really dry. Well, oily and dry. Combo. But, like, extreme combo.
- Homework - Someone seriously has to pin me down and make me do my homework.
- Cold fall weather. Its not really a bad thing. I kind of like it.
- Mood: happy
I dont wanna write down everything that happened yesterday, so I'll just put it in point form. :)
- before we went anywhere, I had to go with Nene to find her something to wear at Portage Place. Blah blah.
- Got to the Golden Terrace at around 5:20 or something. BSGB were already there practicing.
- Cassidy and Luke sang This is Me, and Luke was so funny, haha. He sang the guys part.
- Aliza sang Reflection when we started eating. All I can say is that she's better than me. Food was iffy, like any other.
- People left early cause the DJ started playing music early for toro toro or whatever. I guess that made people think that it was over. But it wasnt!
- Roses and candles, but Eric didnt really do anything, it was just Cassidy. Oh, and Nene's and Toto's friends came, too.
- Line danced. Hahahah. I always love those. Got to talk with Racquel more, and we're gonna do something this Friday; no school!
- Cake. Beng Beng and Rianna are both SOOOOOO cute!!!
- Danced! Oh yeah, BSGB danced too. ♫Nobody nobdoy but you!
- Anyway, danced more. Especially in the end: celebrate! holiday! LOL
And all the while he was there, I wondered what he was thinking, what he was doing on his phone. >:T
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:Nobody by Wonder Girls! ;)
YOYOYO.
Just came back from my LUSH trial thingy. I did my interview yesterday, and Laura, the manager asked me to come today for a 'second interview.' It isnt really an interview, but what she did was let me go on the floor. First I went out to the front door to do some 'free hand treatments' with the Sexy Boy massage bar and the Ocean Sal scrub. Oh so greasy! Smells pretty good though. Its the gingerbread man one. Saw Pam with Quincy and whoever else she was with, and I Sexy Boy massaged them. Then after, Laura brought me into the store to do some bath bomb demos for people. The first couple of minutes, I couldnt get anyone to come see demos cause they already knew what bath bombs were! Anyway, it was really fun informing people about stuff, and I tried to give them as much info as I know about whatever product the asked for. The employees are really nice too! Hopefully I get called tomorrow or Tuesday. !!!
Anyway, before all the LUSH stuff, I went to Chapters and met up with Racquel. Lots of things happening that you would've never thought! Like that cheating parent thing, and then Racquel with that dad liking her. AWKWARD! So anyway, after looking at a bunch of books, catching up on some things, and drinking a StarBucks Pumpkin Spice Latte <3 we went to Polo. We went to Sephora and spent some time there, I got a Clinique High Definition Lashes mascara for $18. It looks really cool, and I've seen really nice lashes lately. So hopefully this gives me the look I'm going for. And with that I got the birthday thing. Then after Sephora, we went to LUSH! We spent some time there, it was really fun, and I finally bought Honey I Washed The Kids ($9.86, $11.04 with tax). Racquel bought Mage Too Massage Bar, the one my sister has. So after that, she already had to go :( It was 1:30. So then until 4pm, I had nothing to do. so what did I do? I sat at Starbucks for 15 minutes, then went to McNally Robinsons. I spent a good 45 minutes there! Haha. Oh, there was this cookbook with this guy at the front... His name's Sam Stern. WELL, Hello teenaged Sam Stern who loves cooking and is British! I swear... I wanted to buy that cookbook. And he cooks! Thats so amazing, and he's so amazingly cute too. What more could a girl want than a cute 19 year old British guy who could cook? <3 Then did whatever next until I had to go do the trial.
What I got today:
I'm so poor now.... I really need this job!
Oh, one of the things Racquel and I were talking about at Chapters was math. Pre cal. How I had trouble with the trig tan(3theta)=1 crap! and how SHE had trouble with transforming graphs. That stuff was easy, and she though that the trig stuff was easy. So we're gonna help each other out tomorrow at Chapters and work on math. I really need that! We're both gonna work hard in our careers and get lots of money and go on shopping sprees. Like today. Exept we're actually gonna get stuff... haha. Maternity nursing, here I come!
Oh yeah... forgot to eat today. Ate cheese and crackers, hot chocolate and that latte. Oopsies!
- Mood: chipper
Alright! I feel bad about not posting more like I used to. Like, a post every single day, maybe even 3 a day. Now its gone down to once a week! Why? School, volleyball, vox, homework, etc etc. This last week had been a tornado of stuff to do! So when this weekend came... yep, I didnt really do anything. I think I spent more than half my week out and doing stuff or doing homework. Anyway, hopefully it will never be like that in a long long time.
First let me tell you about this little problem we have.... With my dad being layed off (but he found another job that pays the same), the Philippines trip, and the whole typhoon accidents in the Philippines and my mom's mom getting into an accident, our money is like WHOOOSSHGALA. Now, as I'm blogging here, they're cleaning up the basement and bought a new carpet. So where's our money going? Still WOOSHGALA. >:| So this money problem is really taking a toll. Even thought we went to the Phils (shopping wasnt even that good there T_T) we havent been real shopping since Calgary last year. Yeah. So I'm really deprived :( But then again, I remind myself that we're really lucky and fortunate, blah blah blah... Anyway.
I dont know if I said this but at the beginning of the month, I applied to LUSH, Starbucks, Garage, and The Bay. Last week, LUSH called! So I set up an interview this Friday at 5pm. Hopefully I get hired! I would look forward to going to work with the atmophere and everything, and that 50% discount! MY GOODNESS. (Yeah, I've been saying that a lot.)
In other news, the Ladies Choir might go to Ottawa instead of VOX. Ooooooooh.
In my indulgence....
I've really been into LUSH (obviously) and less into makeup. I think I'm kinda good for makeup for now. LUSH, and nails. Yep, nails! I've been taking care of my nails for almost two months now, they're not that long, but I'm sure they're better than before. Right now, they're painted with NYColor West Village (there was a B1G1Free deal, so I got 4 polishes!) with China Glaze Pure Torture on top with diagnal lines and a Yin Yang design on my ring nails. I'm really happy with it! Its the first time I dont want to take it off and put on a different design. And since these NYColor polishes last long, I'mm have it for a good while instead of 2 days!
Oh yeah... and its October. The first day of October, I kept on realizing that it was already October! And guys, I turn 17 in 16 days. I'm obviously not going to get a birthday present whatsoever. I mean, I dont want to be selfish, but I havent had a birthday present or celebration in four years! Thats too long. Especially since I havent been real shopping since last year. Its like sucking me out! :( Now that I'm thinking about it, no Christmas presents either! Just crappy ones like pyjamas. UGH. I really dont want to sound selfish, but.... AGH. Happy birthday to me. -__-
Another thing: Heroes Season 4 and Vampire Diaries!!! The shows I'm currently watching.
- Mood:
annoyed
Me and sister went outties today. Went to Polo and Chatters and all that area. I'm just going to go ahead and talk about what I bought...
Well, what I was supposed to get was a Therapy Massage Bar. Which I did get... as well as the Strawberry Feels Forever massage bar, only because you get a free tin if you get two massage barssssss.... So there went $20! The Therapy is for stress relieving and says it takes away stretchmarks. Maybe my arm stretch marks I've had since forever will go away before Grad? :P
Oh, and Nene got the Oatifix Fresh Face Mask. It smells so good, it smells like oats (obviously) but it smells really good! It has bananas in it, and almonds and stuff, and its for dry sensitive skin and takes out red blotchiness n stuffs. Nene just used it, and when she washed it off she said that it already felt like there was moisturizer on her face. Woohoo!
I really want the Spice Curls soap!!! It smells sooooo good, it smells like what Fall should smell like! Mmmmmmm... And the Honey I Washed The Kids soap, of course. But I have to wait until I get money... from somewhere... *looks up into the sky*
Then shopped around wishing I had more money, then went to Chatters. The walk was so freaking cold, windy, and slightly rainy. Brrrrr. I think I'm gonna get sick even more... anyway, I was supposed to get For Audrey by China Glaze... BUT they didnt have it! They didnt even have Shower Together! So that made me really sad. So instead, I got China Glaze Pure Torture (I cant explain this one. Its a deep bright orange, almost neon, but burnt.) and Blue Sparrow (Neon, blue with lighter blue glitters). Cant find good pictures of them. So that was $14. I almost got Japanese Koi (Neon) thats like Pure Torture, but Pure Torture isnt so neon and with more red.
It went from LUSH Therapy Massage Bar ($8.95) and For Audrey by China Glaze ($6.49) to... more than that. :S And I didnt even get For Audrey! If you look at my twitter, you might see a whole bunch of For Audrey 'cravings'. lol. Someone stop me from spending money! Please! I even bought a Burts Bees Essential Body kit which was $22.39 after tax. About $50 this week! STOP THIS MADNESS! :(
Well, I've treated myself t Burts Bees for my math test (41/53), then LUSH will be for my good chem quizes (12/15) and then China Glaze will have to be earned... BAH.
Anyway, time to blog. I havent in a looong time, and I know that. I've only been doing these haul type things. But school has been a kind of chaos tornado, but its starting to settle somewhat. Caught up on everything in English, and I'm even ahead! So I guess that should be treatyble, too... Anyway, and I GET math, and I GET chemistry! I'm not lost! I'm so happy that I understand what we're talking about in class. I guess thats a treat/reward itself... Volleyball sucks. But I'm doing pretty good. For a short person, I mean. I totally tipped the ball over the net last game, and we got a beautiful point I got hifives for. It felt lovely :) So right now, I think I'm fine for buying things. I'll be good for a month, then... until my birthday and Halloween. For Halloween, I want the Magic bath bomb, that makes your water turn sapphire blue and a sprig of parsley comes out. Its limited edition, even though it gets repromoted a lot. Or maybe I should wait and see what LUSH has to offer for Christmas? Yep! I'll wait till Christmas.
Erm, that got off topic. I must get a job!
- Mood:
Iffy...
Other things today: went to furniture places to go and look vanity thingies, all of which were super nice but expensive. :\ OMG. Look at my grammar. 'to be expected,' 'all of which.' O_O Then went to Walmart and then he chinese store by Tech.
Finally got the Clean & Clear Blackhead Eraser! Then I realized that my mom used my $20 to buy that plant pot thing at The Brick -.- So then she paid for it, but she didnt know where the $5 off coupon was. So $20 it is. And I got a Neutrogina Oil Free Acne Wash Cream Cleanser. Woah, long name. I didnt run out of my Aveeno Positively Radiany cleanser (Its over halfway done) but I'm tired of it and I've had it for a looong time :s Maybe around May or June, I've been using that cleanser.
Made a new YouTube account. Its called starberryx :) I dont know, I've just been thinking about making videos. hehe. OH, that reminds me of my nails! Did them lastnight while watching Vampire Diaries, its Pat On The Black which is a dark purple by Sally Hansen and that light lavender purple Nene mixed up, and swirled together on my nails! It looks so awesome, I love my nails. Its like violet fire. Thats what I call it :)
When I was at Walmart today, I saw the 4-In-One Sally Hansen nail thingy, thats a base coat, strengthener, growth and topcoat in one. But it was $11. Some day!
I swear. I'm running around like a mad man in this school thing! Its waaaay too much for the first full week of school.
Thinking about going to get Brand New Eyes by Paramore and Masterpiece Theatre by Mariana's Trench next week, when BNE comes out. HMV maybe?
Tomorrow, since it was Tita's birthday on the 16th, is her partaaay! Making cake and tempura tomorrow. Gotta do homework, too.. Guh. But for Saturday, I'll have fun. Then Sunday will be my work day. Setting up Sunday, as I used to call it.
- Mood: rushed
- Music:Third Eye Blind, Mariana's Trench
I havent updated since the first day of school! I wont make another long blod post this time, but what I will do is make a "In's and Out's" blog.
In's:
- Fall Colours and themes. - Its starting to get chilly up in here!
- School :( - which includes homework, choir, sports, waking up early, and all that crazy stuff!
- Nail care! - My nails have been taking soooo long to grow out. Two months! but they're finally kinda long. Polish and care time!
- For Audrey. I just think Tiffany Blue is the best nail colour right now. Woop woop!
- America's Next Top Model Petite - Yay short people! All the models are so young. Its kind of annoying.
- Vampire Diaries - nuff said. :)
- Dark undereye circles >:|
- Job hunting! - I already applied at Lush, Garage, The Bay, and Starbucks. Which one will accept me? I need money!
- LUSH! We only have the comforter bubble bar, brazened honey mask, Up you Gets emotibomb, and the Mange Too massage bar. Gonna usethe Comforter bar tonight! After the VMA's, of course.
- Simple, brown makeup.
- Pin-up, 1920s, Audrey Hepburn & Marilyn Monroe looks! Simple eye with red lip. Yeahhhh.
- Drugstore items. Cheap cheap cheap!
- Summer. I know. Its horrible.
- Twitter. Havent been updating that that much! :\
- Complicated makeup. Simple and natural is the way to go!
- Expensive makeup. Cant afford it right now!
- Speaking of that, money is out :( :( :( Only $78 in my bank! I'm so sad. AH.
- Music:Falling Up, Kate Voegele
See Patrick Star? Thats me running through the mall for the first time in months, with all the time in the world. Spent 3 hours at Polo today! My basic mission was to go and get a backpack. But then we went to all these other stores.
First thing I actually purchased there, though, after an hour of being there, were Lush things! My first time actually buying something from there. I remember when that place first opened, and I was what, 14? The smell hit me like a bus and I came outta there with itchy red skin. Not a good experience! So I never ever went there ever again. Until recently! I told myself I'd buy a massage bar, a bubble bar and an emotibomb. Here's what I got:
The Comforter Bubble Bar. "Velvety berry and cream bath parfait softens skin with lavish bubbles." The website says it has cypress and bergamot oils to soothe skin after a long day at work, etc etc. I cant wait to try this! 200g.
It was $8.45, and for a big giant clunker! Clunker, haha. Well, I took a big giant piece. Hehe, me and my sister were in there trying to figure out how to get stuff we wanted, and she saw other people putting stuff in those yellow bags, so we did, too. The people were really nice there too! Actually, everyone was nice today.
So anyway, I wanted a bubble bar, so this was the best value, since it was SUCH a big piece for $8. But right beside it, was this pink cupcake looking bubble bar. It was some kind of marshmallow thing. OH here, I found it on the site: MMM Melting Marshmallow Moment Bath Melt. "Musky marshmallow body oils for the bath comforts without the calories." It smelled SOOOOOO GOOOD. It doesnt create bubbles, but it has oils and stuff, marshmallow and marigold scent with cocoa butter and almond oil to be exact. The smell reminds me of childhood. Seriously. I love the smell of that thing! But it was $7.95 and 100g. Next time! When I get a job. Here it is:
Speaking of job, there was a thing on the counter that said that they were hiring, and it said something about in-store application, so I asked if they had applications. But the lady said that you just drop in your resume. And thats what I'm gonna do! I'm gonna apply at Lush. :)
Anyway, back to what I got. I didnt get a massage bar, because Nene got this one:
Mange Too Massage Bar. "Honey and white chocolate massage bar sweeps you away." They make it with honey, white chocolate and peppermint, and they added in mango butter and fresh bananas. I dont know how that works, but the lady said it was lickable, since it was made out of honey and white chocolate! Nene tried it earlier, she said it tasted like nothing. Haha. It melts in your hand super quickly, so Nene put it by the aircon. Haha. I think it was $9, but $11 with tax. But yeah, I dont think I'd get any soap from Lush... like, its soap. It smells good, but it doesnt really stay on your skin. And their soap is one of their most expensive products. Sorry, soap!
Last thing I wanted was an Emotibomb. They only have three, but I got the Up You Gets Emotibomb. I never really liked citrus-y scents, but this one smells really good! "Revitalizing citrus wakes you up to make you go-go." So the scents are lime, lemon and grapefruit. It was only $3.95. So what you do is you put it at the bottom of your shower or a soap shelf and let the heat of the water dissolve it and it'll steam up and fill your shower with scent and oils!
So I spent only $13 at Lush. Then at MAC... Thats a different story.
My sister wanted a neutral lid color for a neutral eye, and she wanted to get a NARS shadow. But I said I'd rather get a shadow at MAC cause its the cheapest of the high end kind of thing. So we were going to get a paintpot, $20, but we couldnt decide, because she wanted to half the price with me. I suggested Soft Ochre, but she said that was too light. Then we wanted Grounded, I think it was called. but we didnt end up getting that. So we looked at the shadows, and she wanted a matte white, and I suggested Gesso. But then we just ended up getting Wedge, which is a matte brown. Plus, I wanted Wedge because they used it on Kristen Stewart for Bella on Twilight 8-) I'm still a dork inside. We were torn between Cork (I think) and Wedge. But we got wedge. "Soft muted golden beige taupe." $17.50
Then we looked at lipstuff. My sister got a Tinted Lipglass, not a Dazzleglass. In Lust, a soft muted pink. Its the exact same colour as my natural lip color. lol. So that was $16.50. And I got a lippie! Viva Glam V! Its a neutral pink with pearl Lustre. Aubrey/Fafinette had it in her top lipsomethings, and she said she wore it everyday, and since I kind of have the same skintone as her, I decided to try it out. I did ask to try it on, and while I was, the lipproduct fell! Aw, it was kind of embarassing, but the MAC lady said that it happened all the time. See what I mean by lots of nice people? So every cent raised with Viva Glam goes to the MAC Aids Fund. So it was like I was giving to charity, but getting a lipstick in return! Feels good. Looks good. Yay :)
So from MAC: Wedge e/s, Viva Glam V Lustre lipstick (I dont like calling it lipstick, it seems... like its for old people. haha.), Tinted Lipglass in Lust.
In other news, found out that the Mariposa they closed down is going to be an APPLE STORE! Woohoooo. Polo is getting a total upgrade. I hope we get Forever 21 someday!
Then, after all of this shopping, I went back to basics. The backpack. Oh, I remember that Kathy bag, it was orange and blue or purple, with a floral design. I called it cute! It was cute! I love those Kathy bags. Someday! When I get a job! So anyway, we went over to Sport Check and looked at backpacks there. I didnt really want the Jansport backpacks, because even though it lasts a really long time, it doesnt look roomy, and the inside is all not-good looking. And it was $29.99, so no thanks, I'd rather get a more padded backpack. Then there was this ONE backpack, it was Burton's White Collection thing or something. It was like a total backpack... superior! LOOK AT IT!
Okay, it looks like any other backpack, but look at ALL of those pockets, and on the INSIDE is this satin-silk kind of material with white and gold crowns. There's even a laptop compartment, that's so padded you'd trust anything in there! It was really roomy, and all those pockets! It was like, the god of all backpacks. "You're never gonna find another backpack since you already saw that one." was what my sister said. Hahaha. But, it was $99.99. Heh. So instead I got a Dakine backpack, with neon color designs on black. Its really roomy, too. I cant find a picture of it. It was $59.99, and really sturdy-feeling, so I got that. It'll last me the whole year and Uni/college, so yeah. Good backpack. It looks cute too :)
Thats everything. Walked home, stopped by Chapters and went to Starbucks. Couldnt resist! And walked home. Soo tired. I put my laundry away, packed my backpack for tomorrow, etc etc. Oh so tired! I'm ready to crash in bed. At 10pm tonight! 8=) Promise. Cause last night, I didnt go to sleep until 12am because I was watching Mythbusters. It was about making rope outta stuff to escape prison. Kari, Tori and Grant tested out hair, toilet paper and bedsheets. All of them worked! It was really cool.
Thats it. I'll end this really long post here. Productive day!
Nighties.
Agh. I'm terrified about going to school. A bit more than a week until... I'm not sure if I'll settle like last year, feeling like I never even had a summer break. I get this kind of feeling when I think about seeing everyone again. I do want to go back to school, but I dont at the same time. Hopefully I dont look like some kind of idiot.
OH YEAH, and I lost 10 pounds. I dont know how. Maybe it has to do with that I'm going to talk about...
Man, I think I have some sorta stress or anxiety problem. What with dad being unemployed, things I need to do before school starts (buy a backpack, get a haircut, get new glasses), me looking for a job myself for University, my future and what career I gotta choose, the fact that we can't afford much, me needing to get my 24 hours of driving done and get my driver's lisence, and other worries I dont even know I worry about. Plus, with my time of the month, I feel like I'm some ticking clock that'll set off a bomb. It's hard to keep in control, but I'm doing it. My head hurts, I cant concentrate, I dont know what I'm thinking about, and I think that I need to go out for a good walk. They say that it freshens your mind. Hopefully it does. Maybe, if I wake up early tomorrow, I'll go for a walk again.
... I just passed by the money tree we have. I remember getting it for the first time, from Tito Bert, I think, and it was so tiny. Our family had one, and so did Tita and Mama. Out of all three, ours grew the biggest. It's almost as tall as me, coming up to my neck. I thought that thing was supposed to bring us wealth? When I passed by it and realized what it was, I thought of irony. Ironic, huh?
It feels like I have to do something, but I'm too tired to do anything. I'm on the verge of tears and anything can set that off, and whats another funny thing is that Tito Bert called in the middle of my blogging. Well, this isnt like blogging... more like diary journal stuff. But he called, and asked if everything was okay here. I didnt really know what he meant, but I guessed it was because of dad having no job. Then he started talking to me about University, and how mom and dad wants me to become a nurse. I said that I didnt even like being in hospitals. And I really dont. The whole idea is... sad, to me. Where all sick and suffering people are... But I guess the people who work there like it because they're helping those people. But I wouldnt be able to do that. So he told me that it doesnt matter, that it was my choice and mine alone, just as long as I made the right one. (Aw, man, I wish I could go into a corner and cry.) No one told me that before. All this time, I've been looking for some kind of thing to lead me, some sign to lead the way. And all I needed was someone to tell me that it was my choice. (Yeah, I really wanna ball my eyes out.) Then he told me that I had a whole year to choose. I've been choosing for the last two years and I've gone no where. Maybe the thought of having it become my choice will make things a lot easier.
HOLYSHZT. I can't live in this place. Cassidy is the most annoying kid on EARTH. And my other sister is the most messiest! I CANT LIVE UP THERE, EITHER. I cant even sleep! She leaves the TV on until 5am, and whenever its hot, she thinks its cold and turns off the aircon! Maybe that might have to do with me being warm all the time, but still. And my parents probably dont even know me. If I were to ever ask them what I liked to do or something, they wouldnt know! UGH, ITS TAKING EVERY OUNCE OF MY BEING TO NOT SHOUT AT HER TO SHUT THE HELL UP. I just want to be in some kind of QUIET place. I'm going outside.
^ See what this does to me? I'm so on edge. What do I do?
- Mood:
discontent - Music:A Medley of Wonderful Chaos
Its probably too early to be thinking about what I want for my birthday. Actually, I know its too early to think about it. But now that I think about it, I've never really wanted anything for my birthday(s). Well, I never asked for anything, that is. I only asked 'Santa' for something for Christmas, with my wishlist in the tree. I didnt do that last year (or the year before that), because I decided that it was childish to make a list, and even if I did make a list, the items in it would be unrealistic. My mom actually asked me what I wanted for Christmas last year, and I really didnt know. So I said "A Macbook." Hah. So I got pyjamas and lotion for Christmas. She also asked me what she should get for my sister, and I knew she wanted an iPod. I was thinking of getting her an iPod myself, because she kept on using mine. I even told her what colour to get her.
But this year, I'm actually thinking about things I want. I wonder why that is? I think that the reason I dont really ask for anything is because I already got a few things I wanted myself. Like my Blackberry and my iPod. Well, here's what I'm asking for:
- A Fragrance (Kenzo D'ete, Amor Amor, etc)
- Brand New Eyes Deluxe Limited Edition. (Online only, so thats unrealistic. Mom doesnt like buying stuff online.)
- A puppy. (Unrealistic)
- A Guitar.
- A desk, a bookshelf. (Possibly a door. But that's unrealistic.)
Thats all I have. I really want a guitar. I've been wanting a new guitar for... two years now? I've been dealing with my old Academy guitar, which is really crappy, has a really annoying pitch and a frayed b string. The first time I played guitar was with my cousin's red junior guitar (which is now tangled and broken) that he used for guitar lessons. That was when I was 13. I tought myself some guitar knowledge with my cousin's guitar lesson books, sitting down and reading them myself. Then around the time when we moved, when I was 14, year 2007, I started to play tabs, then I gradually learned chords, and all that jazz. I'm not an expert player, and I'm not too great either, but I like to play. Its a thing I like to do, a thing I miss doing. I dont play guitar anymore because the one I have is unplayable, and I also lost my capo. That thing was $16! Well, I didnt lose it. My cousin did, when they used to borrow it all the time. The guitar has dents, broken and frayed strings, and I get frustrated with the sound of it whenever I try to play it.
But what could you expect from a $20 guitar from a discount place?
So thats why its time for a new guitar!
OH, Loving She Is The Sunlight by Trading Yesterday. I love this song so much. This song makes me cry. It makes me wish that someone loved me that much. But kind of not because I would be making someone suffer... But I found this song in a MV for Mortal Instruments for Jace and Clary. <3 So thats what it reminds me of, too. HEY, did you know that they're gonna make a movie for The Mortal Instruments!? Sooo good. I'm so excited for it, but I hope that it doenst end up being another Twilight craze. Its going to be such a cool movie, if they go through with it. With all the CGI and the Special Effects... So good. Like these lyrics from She Is The Sunlight:
If all the flowers faded away
And if all the storm clouds decided to stay
Then you would find me
Each hour the same
She is tomorrow
And I am today
If right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong
She is sunlight
The sun is gone
And if loving her is
Is a heartache for me
And if holding her means
I have to bleed
Then I am the martyr
Love is to blame
She is the healing
And I the pain
She lives in a daydream.
I don't belong.
She is the sunlight.
The sun is gone.
I said if right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong.
She is the sunlight,
The sun is gone.
She is the sunlight,
The sun is gone
- Mood: musical
- Music:She Is The Sunlight by Trading Yesterday
I already said I was excited about this album.
I'm stoked for the Deluxe version of it. But I think you can only get that online... Which makes me sad. Which makes me put Brand New Eyes Deluxe Box Limited Edition on my "What I Want for my Birthday" list! I'm going to ask everybody. Well, not ask... But I'll just say: "You know what would be really really awesome for my 17th birthday? The Brand New Eyes Deluxe Box Limited Edition from Paramore that you can only get online."
Because, you know what? With all that I'm going through right now, Paramore songs really relate. Like, seriously literally relate. Like Ignorance. "Ignorance is your new best friend." Heellloo? The problem between me and my so-called 'bestfriend' that seems to not want to talk to me. She ignores me, I'll ignore her. "You treat me just like another stranger," "I cant excite you anymore," "When you swear its all my fault, cause you know we're not the same," etc etc. Hayley wrote this from her view, I guess, toward the band in the beginning when they werent getting along. And then theres their other song called Throwing Punches. It isnt on their album, but: "Each tear you fake makes it easier to see straight through you now." "Watch it dissapear."
Yeah. Real. Relatable.
Now I'm gonna talk about the title, Brand New Eyes. Riot was about letting your feelings out, and now BNE is about growing up, and having 'new eyes' to see the world through a new perspective, to see people through a new perspective. I remember when I first found out about the title, and I thought, "Okay." I didnt really think anything of it, but now that I've realized some things, it means a whole lot.
Paramore Fan Since 2006. I remember hearing "Emergency" on someone's page on ATown (hehe). And from there, I got into them. Their lyrics are like gold to me, which is probably why I've memorized about 99.9% of their songs, but that'll change when BNE comes out. More lyrics to learn!
Its kinda cool how one can remember an entire lyric easy, but memorizing things for tests or stuff? Hah.
I remember buying All We Know Is Falling and RIOT! at HMV for 2/$25. I remember finding out that Paramore was in the Twilight Soundtrack, and getting the album the day it came out at HMV. Then finding The Final RIOT! at Future Shop by accident, and I showed Tita that I really wanted it, and so it became my early Christmas present. Now for BNE!
Paramore is my
... and thats why I love Paramore.
- Mood: artistic
- Music:Paramore
Alright, I'm scared. Like, hella freakin shakin friggen scared. I got my schedule today. For senior year. Yeah. Last near of high school. Its not like high school was some sorta football cheerleader clique shiznit. I think that all the lines were very blurry between groups of friends, and we were only separated by sane and insane, sober and high. Last year, S3 (Grade 11/Junior), I said the first day of school felt like I havent even left S2. But now, I'm nervous. Quite a bit of teachers retired, like Bursa, Kinn and Coulter, all of them being past teachers of mine. My homeroom teacher's some person named Waito. Dunno if the person's a guy or a girl. Sounds kinda asian, though. I might be wrong. But still, its a new teacher, and I dont know how the person's gonna be like, and I'm in the person's English class first sem. And for Biology, the teacher says Coulter? But he retired, we even had Coulter Day.
Okay, I'm all over the place. How I feel, you say? How kind of you to ask: Anxious, nervous, excited, intimidated, scared, determined, indescribable, indifferent, apathetic, optomistic, pessimistic, restless, thankful, thoughtful--all over the place. So I'll just start with my schedule:
1st Sem:
- GRAR4S, Friesen E
- ENGC4S, Waito J
- PCMR4S, Tram, H
- CHER4S, Rezai, M
2nd Sem:
- BIOR4S, Coulter D
- PHER4F, Benson J
Unscheduled: CHOR4S, Lapatha P
Everything in my schedule is solid. I cant move anything, cant add anything. So there's no schedule changes this year.
Graphics is a pretty slack yet creative class, I made some of my best airbrush and screen print pieces just last year. Then English Comp with the new teacher. I'm thinking about taking both Englishes. I'm happy that I have Pre Cal with Mr Tram this year, I was expecting him for S3 but I got Rezai. And Chem with Rezai. The first semester resembles last year's first semester. Along with first semester comes choir, and since I'm gonna be in Vox, I gotta be at school at 7:45am. Not looking forward to that.
And Volleyball and Basketball season are in first semester. I just wish that some people on our team were more experienced... This is Varsity, and you gotta be good. We hardly went by last year, but now that the main people graduated, whose gonna take their places? People that dont know how to play? Yeah. Not fair for experienced players who deserve to be playing with other experienced players. Thats my only frustration. Because this year, I'm gonna be the point guard. That scares me. There arent a lot of girls that would be able to sub for me, so I gotta be in shape this season...
And as for second semester... Well. I pretty much have no school! I hope that I could have my lisence by then, so that I wont be stuck at the school for all those spares. I could get a free Y gym membership or maybe get a membership from Sargent Park's gym, since its closer. Then I could drive over to the gym and get my hours done more easily. Oh and Bio! I already told you about the Coulter thing. Maybe they didnt change it yet, or maybe, just maybe, Coulter is actually teaching this year. We'll have to see...
Annnd along with second sem comes Vox, Choir, and Ultimate.
MAN, am I EVER going to be in shape this year.
I almost forgot about Blood Promise. Went to Chapters and Chatters yesterday, bought Blood Promise, a Peter Pauper Paper 2010 student planner, and a Seventeen magazine. Oh, and a Strawberry Banana Smoothie from StarBucks. Remind me never to get anything smoothie-related ever again. Not unless there's ice in it... So anyway, finished Frostbite this morning. Read it faster than I did Vampire Academy, and I even cried! Thats how good it is, reading the second time. So now I'm on Shadow Kiss, and soon enough, I'll be on Blood Promise! 
Thats the planner I got. ($15.99)
Oh, and since Racquel's birthday is coming up, I was thinking of getting her a card, then putting the Jade bracelet and the dolphin charm in a little box and mail it to her. I dont care if she doesnt want to talk to me, she's getting my birthday presents for her!
I've also been thinking about my birthday, and things I want... Something up on my list is a fragrance. Like these ones... Amor Amor by Chacharel and Kenzo D'ete.
That one was the one that Rose kept from Adrian when he sent her a whole box of purfumes, and then this one...
I havent smelled these yet, but I can just imagine by the notes websites say they have. But I can just imagine asking for a purfume for my 17th birthday. I've never really asked for anything--for my birthday and Christmas--since I was 14. I'll ask my parents, when its time, that I want a purfume for my birthday. My mom's probably gonna give me her 'you-cant-be-serious' look. Haha. I kind of think its a good idea. Its a small thing to ask for, as long as it stays under $60. I could just imagine going to The Bay or Sephora, smelling purfumes with my mom helping me out. Now that I think about it, she's probably not going to be very enthusiastic... But I kind of think of it as me growing up. Kind of...
"Life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself."
I think this is where I get into the more deeper stuff. Because for a really, really, long time, I've been thinking that it was about finding myself. If you read my other posts, then you'd know that I do try to find myself. But really, its about creating yourself, and I remember this one other quote that said something like the people who leave you or pass by your life are there to shape you into the person you were meant to be. I've had a lot of people in my life that I guess made me into the person I am today, and now that I realize that, I dont feel so negative about people leaving and hurting me and doing the things the way they did it. I guess it's made me into a stronger person, and with that rockbottom I hit last November, I do know now that it didnt weaken me. It made me stronger, and I know 100% that that sounds like the cheesiest, most corniest thing ever, but it's the truth. I guess truths are like Corn Covered Cheese. Or Cheese Covered Corn. Whatever. The things that break me down early are what make me more stronger once I heal. Its like... Pottery. Or muscles. You beat them up bad, and while they heal, its the most painful thing ever. But once they're fully healed and up again, it's stronger than it was before the beating. Wow, I feel really passive. This post went from shaking and scared, to materialistic, to philosophical.
At least when I turn 17, I'll know I grew up. I'll be aware that I've changed. We've all changed.
- Location:Da Desk
- Mood: pensive
- Music:Feel Good Playlist / The Symphone of the Blase by Anberlin
LOOK:
From Richelle's blog. 200+ books!
How on earth am I gonna read Frostbite and Shadow Kiss within 3 days? Its gonna take longer than that (hopefully I read uber fast. I should be reading now. I'll feel accomplished!) so that means Blood Promise is gonna have to wait. NNOOOOO. Yeah, major reading sessions coming up. Cant wait to go to Chapters. Have some Starbucks (hopefully). If I get to stay, and if I get someone to go with me.
So other than my book craze, I have some sorta lip and nail craze. I want Buxom Lips plumping gloss. Yes, thats plumping. I've recently been into that. Then I've been into nail stuff. Right after I cut my nails short and ugly. :( But I'll definitely take good care from now on... while this phase is phasing. Manicuring myself! Yeh yeh.
Now for job stuff... I gotta get looking for somewhere to apply. I want to apply at Chapters, but I think there's only a slim chance because I think that people have to be 18. Then there's Home Depot and Staples that mom wants me to apply to. Nene wants me to work at a clothes place, and for some reason, she really, really wants me to. But I dont know! I just gotta get a job so that I could go shopping! AAHH.
- Mood:
indescribable - Music:Toxic Valentine - All Time Low
Went to Polingpark yesterday, but didnt get to go Wally World. I got a Sephora double smokey eye brush, which is goody deals, that white Sephora jumbo pencil I've been wanting to get, two Jane items, a 2.99 brow/liner brush (goodydeals), and lastly, but not leastly, an 18 month Twilight calendar. I've been needing a calendar since the beginning of the year, and now I have one from July to December next year. With Twilight stuff on it. Woohoooo.
I was gonna buy Storm Glass but Chapters didnt have it. So I was almost gonna get Strange Angels (remember that cover I commented on on Richelle's blog? the really cool looking one?), but I wasnt so sure because it was about zombies... not really my thing. But hey, thats what I said about vampires in 2007. I'll get it someday when I get money. It seems like I have no money even though I have a couple hundred.
So I fell down the stairs yesterday before we left... and when we went to Nichole's and Luke's house and took off my sweater, I found a big bump and a bruise there. Woohoo. So last night before I went to sleep (which was 10pm. Wow. But I took a nap from 5-8.), I want to say it felt like I've been hit by a truck, but I never really get why people say that... But I was dizzy, everything was spinny, I found another bruise on my back, my head hurt, my stomach wasnt so well, and I had a sore neck. So sleeping early got my to wake up at 7am this morning. Woohoo.
I say woohoo too much. Heh. Thundastorms up in the prairies. Could you hear it...?
- Mood:
blah - Music:Ignorance by Paramore
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